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ghepie07
.bOrn tO be rAndom...ü
 
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Hey love! :">

Hey beybeh! It's January 14! <3

HAPPY MONTHSARY! I love you so much

 

 I pray by now, as you start reading this post, that you will be blessed to feel how much i love you God knows what is inside my heart <3

 

I know for a very short time, we have so many stuff in life that we don’t really understand, for the fact that we never get along together.

 

No matter what it takes, for this short period of time, i learned to love you deeply Learned to forgive you whenever you lie, whenever you crashed my heart, whenever you used to set me aside and learned to accept whatever you've done. Learned to sacrifice my PRIDE. Learned to smile when i'm broken inside, to sleep with sadness within my heart and pray that tomorrow we're gonna be alright. Learned to hope that whatever argument we're having, you're there, HOLDING on. I learned to pray that you'll not gonna say goodbye. But all of those, i never learned how to love you less. Thank you so much beybeh for letting me feel those things.

 

I love you so much and i promise to love you even more. I'm sorry if in case i've caused you pain. Sorry for the disappointments. Sorry for not giving you 100% of my trust.

 

 I wont ask for super big things.

I'll just ask you to stay and promise me that you'll never push me away )

 

 

HAPPY 4th monthsary! I love you, gab <3

No •muxxheez•s - .spEak tO the hAnd..ü
 
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this is what i want :)
i share fuLLy in da personaL anxiety that inevitabLy accompanies this moment in da history with its seesaw rhythm of poLiticaL action! 

UGH! HAHA! NOSEBLEED..

what do i want for myseLf in this moment?!..

I want to be an organic part of sociaL responsibiLity and community buiLding. (WHAAT?! HAHA!) YET, i aLso want to nurture my individuaLity - even if i must be caLLed eccentric.

I want to weigh myself in da scaLes of Liberation movements and hopefuLLy increase human identity. 

i want to be sufficientLy SOBER and SERIOUS about da overwheLming questions of this age: POVERTY, CORRUPTION, EMPTINESS and so-so. HAHA!..

YET, i don't wanna LOSE my sense of humor, capacity for sheer abandon, and awareness of da absurd as a quaLity of Life..

I want to be outspoken against da maLadies and sins of my society, nation and institutions. YET, do not want to become mereLy a shriLL crier of DOOM who offers no aLternatives, decent hope for change, or POSITIVE approaches to hard and compLex tasks.


so, i choose to LIVE in creative TENSION.
No •muxxheez•s - .spEak tO the hAnd..ü
 
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EINSTEIN'S GOD

I told a friend that EINSTEIN isn't an ATHEIST.

And he DOUBTEDLY asked if it's for real.

That's why i decided to post this NOTE

 

Not all SCIENTISTS are ATHEIST.

COUNT EINSTEIN in!

BELIEVE it or not, but he really isn't.

 

 

Atheists seem very eager to claim Einstein for one of their own.

 

I wanna prove them wrong!

Even science can't EVEN explain the existence of GOD!

 

I was reading a book few days ago at POWER BOOKS (trinoma)

[THEOLOGIANS answer to the ATHEISTS]

One of the scientist [ i forgot his name ] said that,


 

"IF THERE's NO SCIENTIFIC PROOF or EVIDENCE

about the existence of  something,

i must say that GOD really exist"

 

 

See?! And since they cannot give

any explanation about the

EXISTENCE of GOD,

i therefore conclude that they

PROBABLY BELIEVED that GOD is REAL )

 

Einstein was asked if HE ACCEPTED THE  HISTORICAL EXISTENCE OF GOD, he said

 

“Unquestionably! No one can read the Gospels without feeling the actual presence of Jesus. His personality pulsates in every word. No myth is filled with such life.”

 

On whether he considered himself religious:

 

“Yes, you could call it that. Try and penetrate with our limited means the secrets of nature and you will find that, behind all the discernible laws and connections, there remains something subtle, intangible and inexplicable. Veneration for this foce beyond anything we can comprehend is my religion.”

 

 

On whether he considered himself an atheist:

 

 

“I’m not an atheist. The problem involved is too vast for our limited minds. We are in the position of a little child entering a huge library filled with books in many languages. The child knows someone must have written those books. It does not know how. It does not understand the languages in which they are written. The child dimly suspects a mysterious order in the arrangement of the books but doesn’t know what that is. That, it seems to me, is the attitude of the most intelligent human toward God.”

 

 

On how religion motivates scientific inquiry:

 

 

“The cosmic religious feeling is the strongest and noblest motive for scientific research.”

 

 

On whether science leads to religion:

 

 

“Every one who is seriously involved in the pursuit of science becomes convinced that a spirit is manifest in the laws of nature–a spirit vastly superior to that of man, and one in the face of which we with our modest powers must feel humble. In this way the pursuit of science leads to a religious feeling of a special sort.”

 

On whether science and religion are at odds:

 

“The situation may be expressed by an image: science without religion is lame, religion without science is blind.”

 

 

On how he regards atheists:

 

 

“The fanatical atheists…are creatures who cannot he[a]r the music of the spheres. I do not share the crusading spirit of the professional atheist. What separates me from most so-called atheists is a feeling of utter humility toward the unattainable secrets of the harmony of the cosmos.”

 

On the nature of God:

 

“That deeply emotional conviction of a presence of a superior reasoning power, which is revealed in the incomprehensible universe, forms my idea of God.”

 

 

And lastly.......

 

 

His answer on how he feels about atheist efforts to claim him as an ally:

 

 

 

“There are people who say there is no God, but what makes me really angry is that they quote me for support of such views.”

 

 

I hope this note is pretty enough to prove that even the WISEST SCIENTIST believed that

there' is  GOD and SCIENCE isn't enough to EXPLAIN  how GREAT HE is

 

 
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I've come to realized...

I almost died yesterday.

Who cares?!  I'm not anybody's responsibility, anyway.

 

I've been to UNITED DOCTORS MEDICAL CENTER to have my

COMPLETE BLOOD COUNT and PERIPHERAL BLOOD SMEAR lab Test.

(Result will be released on MONDAY, hope it's NORMAL) 

 

 

We proceed to FEU right after my med.test.

My left arm's aching and i could hardly move it!

(due to peripheral blood smear)

 

We then, decided to go to TRINOMA to eat and look for a gift.

I was feeling  groggy all the way from UDMC! Dang! I just ignored it

'coz the feeling's pretty normal naman to me. Not realizing that it'd

lead to a SERIOUS DISASTER!

 

--------------

 

I'm a cradle CHRISTIAN, who from an early age recognized

GOD's loving presence in my life.  Despite of my many and

persistent failings, GOD somehow continues to love me and

shower me with HIS grace.

 

He never fails to save me in every critical situation that i am into.

Not quite so dramatic,  i had a lot of  NEAR DEATH EXPERIENCES.

 

So, what is this NOTE all about?!

Having those WEIRD and TOUGH experiences 

made me realized that GOD wont really leave me

hanging on a thread.

 

 

In critical situations you need to be with someone,

even you think otherwise. And yeah i'm thankful to

have my friends around yesterday! Whew! CREDITS!

 

 

In critical situations people often are not thinking clearly,

 

Like what happened to me. I asked my friend,  Joyce for HOT WATER

and due to jim-jams most probably, she handled me a COLD WATER! HAHA!

 

 

(i think the PIZZA HUT CREWS aren't AWARE that there's a so-called thing like "ADRENALINE RUSH!)

Gaaaawd! They're just staring and keep on asking NONSENSE STUFFS! GAAAAAA!

 

 

It helps a lot to have people around.

I was in many difficult situations, and near death situations

 

 

and I am telling you what always saved me was GOD and people/friends around me

 

 

I maybe very logical and very smart,

but I was having situations when my brain couldn`t handle

or was handling wrongly, but I was not realizing it.

I realized it afterwards. Therefore God and good friends

or people around me is the most important thing in my life.

 

The last thing i have always is  of course, MYSELF and GOD.

There is nobody else, especially in difficult situations.

 

No •muxxheez•s - .spEak tO the hAnd..ü
 
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this is what i want. :))
i share fuLLy in da personaL anxiety that inevitabLy accompanies this moment in da history with its seesaw rhythm of poLiticaL action! 

UGH! HAHA! NOSEBLEED..

what do i want for myseLf in this moment?!..

I want to be an organic part of sociaL responsibiLity and community buiLding. (WHAAT?! HAHA!) YET, i aLso want to nurture my individuaLity - even if i must be caLLed eccentric.

I want to weigh myself in da scaLes of Liberation movements and hopefuLLy increase human identity. 

i want to be sufficientLy SOBER and SERIOUS about da overwheLming questions of this age: POVERTY, CORRUPTION, EMPTINESS and so-so. HAHA!..

YET, i don't wanna LOSE my sense of humor, capacity for sheer abandon, and awareness of da absurd as a quaLity of Life..

I want to be outspoken against da maLadies and sins of my society, nation and institutions. YET, do not want to become mereLy a shriLL crier of DOOM who offers no aLternatives, decent hope for change, or POSITIVE approaches to hard and compLex tasks.


so, i choose to LIVE in creative TENSION.
No •muxxheez•s - .spEak tO the hAnd..ü
 
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arghhh!..


hE's crUshing on sOmeOne eLse?!..



i wUdn't kNow hU thOugh...


bwaaaaaaaaaah!..



.semi hEArtbrokEN...



bUt i'm tryiNg tO tAke it LightLy..


vEry LightLy...
No •muxxheez•s - .spEak tO the hAnd..ü
 
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.cRossrOAdz...
.hayy..
.i'm goin' crAzy..
.sUmtymZ, wEn I LUk bak
and think of aLL the "cOuLd hAve beenz" in my Lyf,
.I often wonder if I made the right choice..

.Did I missed a road sign?!
.Am I on the right track? !

.crOssrOads ....dey happen all d tYm ---
.sAying goodbye 2 sUm and choosing onLy one...
.Letting go... .holding on..settling for now..
.but facing wAt mUst cUm...

.yez..in LifE..wE aLL rEach a crossrOad sUmtimez...
.wE mAke painful decisions..
.and take some risks as we pursue our dreams...
.but one should not stAy at d crossroads too long...
.fOr even d birds hAv 2 leave their nests sometime
and learn how to fly...
.LYf's road is Long and rough.. .
.and deR are stretches wEn one has 2 do it all alone..
.and should uh meet d cross at the road, be consoled...
.yeZ, mor often dan not...
.d road Less travelled wiLL sureLy bring you home..
.fAce the light and d shAdow falls behind uh...
.tUrn ur back and d shadow stays in front of you...
.Indeed, the truth hurts... .but it will surely set you free...
.d bitter pangs of parting will give birth to another moment called growing....
No •muxxheez•s - .spEak tO the hAnd..ü
 
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.my first entry..heLLO mindsay wOrLd..:)

..sooooo..what`z up?!!..

.okEi,i`m really sad..
.Lyf iZ so toUgh..
.I dOn`t knOw wAt 2 dO anymOr..
.weL.i knOw ryt now
.i`m doin' d bEZt tHiNg 2 do..
.but wAt i`m doin' hUrtz mE evEn mOre..
.i cAn`t imAginE myself
.i-Love-uH..i-Loved-uh.

.i'm sorry ________...

.i wish it cUd jUzt bE simpLE..
.Like a retro pop song..

."I want you to want me".


.boooomm~!!!!.
.end of d stOry..
.wE aLL Liv hAppiLy evEr aftEr.
.but it iz nvEr riLi Lyk dAt.
.iz it?!.;[

 
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